As a visual artist, I envy people who are performers. I can only imagine the high of connecting with people on a level that is opening up the door, into what you feel for everyone to see, during the very moment. That is why hearing instruments live and singing voices loud and in person hit on a human level like a storm. The closest I get to this is dancing with a bunch of people I love or when I got to duet a song with an old boyfriend in our livingroom.